-_Do WAtEveR You WAN_-

--诚实的难度--

2011-10-01T12:40:00.000-07:00

最简单的，最难得！- 吴若权-

--诚实的难度--

一味的要救对方诚实的时候，

应该先测量自己所能够接受事实的程度。

诚实，是一种美德。

但是，谁没撒过谎？

在人生的舞台上，要救诚实，并非缘木求鱼，但我们应该认真想想：自己对于诚实，是否也早已经失去免疫力？

这样的感叹，来自朋友间一则真实的案例。

他经常出轨的行径，被相爱七年的女友，不断提出质疑。

每一回当他偷吃完嘴巴没有擦干净的时候，她就循之蛛丝马迹找到他偷腥的证据。

甚者，有过几次捉奸在床的纪录。

不管她怎样罪證確鏨地逼供，他的反应始终如一，抵死不认账_____从[没有。没有！] 到 [我保证，绝对没有。]

她就接受他的释疑，把一切对爱情的不信任都悄悄抹去。

直到有一次，她在质问他之前，先找到某位很倒霉的第三者，在毫无心理准备的情况下，听到对方诚实的承认：[似的，我真的很喜欢你的男朋友，所以情不自禁的跟他发生了几次亲密关系。]

由于女方已经招供，他也没有说话。

当他的第三者相爱的事实，严重到连[一夜风流]都无法掩盖，偷情的这一对男女，竟然用[诚实]把她逼上绝路。

知道事实的那天下午，她从二十五层楼的高度，一跃而下。

跳楼自杀前，她打了一通电话给他的三人共同认识的一位朋友，谈笑风生地说：[我现在才发现她正的已经爱上别人了。]

事实，得却非常残酷。

诚实，有它一定的高度。

当痴情的人们一味要地要求对方诚实的时候，常常忘了先测量自己能够接受事实的程度。

她走了，留下了很深的遗憾，以及很多的问号。

朋友说：[为什么她被骗一百次，都没出事，却经不起一次对方的诚实？]

诚实，只能用来自我要求，你可以希望自己具备高尚的品德，而无法用来要求别人。

当别人不守承诺时，你怎么忍心让幻灭的梦想拖着疲倦的身躯，从二十五楼堕落？

如果，我们自己都还做不到百分之百的诚实，又何必苛求对方完全透明；

即使，我们已经做到百分之百的诚实，也必须放下身段，学会原谅对方情非得已的不诚实。

诚实，可以是一面镜子；

但绝不能是一把刀子！

不要因为要却诚实，而伤害别人，毁灭自己！

HAPPY B'DAY TO SMALL NOOB* PUI YEE XD

2011-09-15T09:55:00.000-07:00

we can't really plan to do something crazy, cuz everytime it will end up like tis ... =='' ... LOL XD

happy birthday pui yee!!

she the one i knew when i'm standard 4, n we get closer day by day, until today.

thanks gal to be my fren. and friendship forever ya XD ...

PUI YEE, a gal who i always think she is innocent ... but she not really that =P

she a small noob, cuz she have a bro who called big noob XD ... kidding

LOVE YOU GAL !!

2011-08-30T10:59:00.000-07:00

Forget about the past, and move forward to the future!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MA FREN =]

2011-08-24T08:42:00.000-07:00

Happy Birthday to ma fren, JIA HOU !!

although adi 4 days past. BUT, still here to wish u a happy birthday and wish come true.

p/s, good lucky for your exam =]

ApE PUn AdE ^^ ... FREN❤ PART ii

2011-08-14T03:21:00.000-07:00

Today having fun with my lovely fren Chee kit, Chris and Shi Xiu(again XD) ...

so bad that pui moon and calv can't join us and we get to play with my iPad camera AGAIN

i really love you guy ❤

and thanks to Xiu listen to me talk so much bullshit. hopefully she won't get bored with it =]

P/S : I LOVE YOU, MY FREN =]

Anouk - if you were mine

2011-08-07T07:59:00.000-07:00

lyrics:
I lay my weapon down
Won?t fight no more
Tryin?to get you by my side
Though I have been in love before
But they could never
Take my clouds away

Babe if you were mine
I wont hestitate at all
You just let me know
I?ll be the one to catch your fall
Anything you need
Don?t keep me away
You make me so confused
The one I love loves someone else

Don?t stop the music it feels good
It keeps my mind of me missing you
Keep the rain away
There is nothing for me here
Without you by my side

?Cause babe if you were mine
I wont hesitate at all
You just let me know
I?ll be the one to catch your fall
Anything you need
Don?t keep me away
You make me so confused
The one I love loves someone else

Baby what?s it gonna be
Is it gonna be her or me
Tell me what I have to do
?cause I know that I?m good for you

And baby when you?re mine
I wont hesitate at all
You just let me know
I?ll be the one to catch your fall
Anything you need
Don?t keep me away
You make me so confused
The one I love loves someone else

Babe if you were mine
If you were mine
Babe if you were mine

ApE PUn AdE ^^ ... FREN❤

2011-08-06T04:33:00.000-07:00

2011-08-06T04:29:00.000-07:00

what do u think,

if a person pass away, where will they go ?

2011-06-29T06:34:00.000-07:00

is kind a shock news for me when my sis show me a msg from my mom say that my grandpa pass away. i feel bad for it, since that i didn't go back for Gawai festival this year, and our last meet was last year. i know that he admitted to hospital about 3 weeks goes, and he told my auntie that he miss me and wanna see me. i feel guilty for it.

sometimes when you think that "oh, never mind, we will meet again next time", but you will never know that what will happen tomorrow.

appreciate everything that u have right now, every moment u on

2011-06-07T10:04:00.000-07:00

等待能让一个人崩溃。。。

2011-06-05T10:01:00.000-07:00

我从来都不是坚强的人

如果可以

我也想在人前好好的哭一回

可是

我的自尊心不容许我

2011-06-02T22:30:00.000-07:00

everything "MIGHT" be incomplete , everything "MIGHT" be complete

when you add on the word of " MIGHT" , exist of probability

that doesn't mean YES or MUST

2011-06-01T10:31:00.000-07:00

I'm good in console others, BUT ... it doesn't work to myself ...

ppl might think that i have no any worry

but , YES ... i have ... i have a lot of trouble

i doesn't feel like sharing with others ...

all i can do is endure by myself ...

i know my life will be more bright if i endure it successfully

and i know that i MUST endure it successful !!

QUOTE OF THE DAY

2011-05-14T09:42:00.000-07:00

SMILE WHEN YOU ARE SAD, EVERYTHING WILL BE FINE ^^

4men - BABY BABY

2011-03-22T08:31:00.000-07:00

4men - baby baby

iyureul mollasseo wae naega byeonhaenneunji
hancham saenggakhaesseo na mannan ihuro
na byeonhan geot gata aju manhi mariya
i norae deullini oh
niga neomu gomapjanha oh baby
niga neomu yeppeujanha oh
nuneul ttel suga eobseo nae nunen neoman boyeo
neoman gyesok baro bogo sipjanha nan oh jeongmal oh baby
haruga jinago (haruga jinago)
tto dasimannago geureoda heeojigo
tto dasi mannage doego neomu joheungeoya
manyang utgiman hae ireon naega boini? woo baby
niga neomu gomapjanha oh baby
niga neomu yeppeujanha woo
nuneul ttelsuga eobseo nae nunen neoman boyeo
neoman gyesok barabogo sipjanha nan oh jeongmal
nae haru haruga neomu haengbokhaeseo oh baby
ireonnari kkeutnajil ankil modeunge da byeonhaji ankil
niga neomu gomapjanha oh baby
niga neomu yeppeujanha oh oh oh ye
nuneul ttel suga eobseo nae nunen neoman boyeo
neoman gyesok barabogo sipjanha nan oh jeongmal
Oh baby oh oh oh

이유를 몰랐어 왜 내가 변했는지
한참 생각했어 나 만난 이후로
나 변한 것 같아 아주 많이 말이야
이 노래 들리니 oh
니가 너무 고맙잖아 oh baby
니가 너무 예쁘잖아 oh
눈을 뗄 수가 없어 내 눈엔 너만 보여
너만 계속 바로 보고 싶잖아 난 oh 정말 oh baby
하루가 지나고 (하루가 지나고)
또 다시만나고 그러다 헤어지고
또 다시 만나게 되고 너무 좋은거야
마냥 웃기만 해 이런 내가 보이니? woo baby
니가 너무 고맙잖아 oh baby
니가 너무 예쁘잖아 woo
눈을 뗄수가 없어 내 눈엔 너만 보여
너만 계속 바라보고 싶잖아 난 oh 정말
내 하루 하루가 너무 행복해서 oh baby
이런날이 끝나질 않길 모든게 다 변하지 않길
니가 너무 고맙잖아 oh baby
니가 너무 예쁘잖아 oh oh oh ye
눈을 뗄 수가 없어 내 눈엔 너만 보여
너만 계속 바라보고 싶잖아 난 oh 정말
Oh baby oh oh oh

Ra.D - i'm in love

2011-03-22T08:28:00.000-07:00

사실은 첨 봤을 때부터 그댈 좋아했다고 말하기가 내겐 참 어려웠던 거죠
sa-si-run　cheom　boat-ssul　ddae-boo-teo　gu-dael　jo-a-haet-dda-go　mal-ha-gi-ga　nae-gen　cham　eo-ryeo-wot-deon　geo-jyo

먼저 다가서지 않으면 그댈 놓칠까봐 편지를 쓰고 또 작은 선물을 준비했죠
meon-jeo　da-ga-seo-ji　a-nu-myeon　gu-dael　no-chil-ka-boa　pyeon-ji-rul　ssu-go　ddo　ja-gun　seon-moo-rul　joon-bi-haet-jyo

깊어지면 상처뿐일 거라는 생각에 두려움이 앞선 건 사실이지만
gi-peo-ji-myeon　sang-cheo-bboo-nil　geo-ra-nun　saeng-ga-ge　doo-ryeo-oo-mi　ab-seon　geon　sa-si-ri-ji-man

간절한 맘으로 기도하고 바랬던 사람이 그대라고 난 믿어요
gan-jeol-han　ma-mu-ro　gi-do-ha-go　ba-raet-deon　sa-ra-mi　gu-dae-ra-go　nan　mi-deo-yo

I'm in love I'm fallin' in love
I'm　in　love　I'm　fallin'　in　love

어쩔 수 없네요 내 맘을 숨기기엔 그대는 너무 아름답죠
eo-jjeol　soo　eom-ne-yo　nae　ma-mul　soom-gi-gi-en　gu-dae-nun　neo-moo　a-rum-dab-jyo

I thought I never gonna fall in love
I　thought　I　never　gonna　fall　in　love

But I'm in love cuz I wanna love you baby
But　I'm　in　love　cuz　I　wanna　love　you　baby

사실은 첨 봤을 때 부터 내 맘 속으로부터
sa-si-run　cheom　boat-ssul　ddae　boo-teo　nae　mam　so-gu-ro-boo-teo

그대 파도처럼 밀려들어 온통 하루종일 그대만 떠올려
gu-dae　pa-do-cheo-reom　mil-ryeo-du-reo　on-tong　ha-roo-jong-il　gu-dae-man　ddeo-ol-ryeo

I can be a good lover wanna be a 네잎클로버
I　can　be　a　good　lover　wanna　be　a　ne-ib-kul-ro-beo

세상에서 가장 행복한 여자로 만들어 줄게요
se-sang-e-seo　ga-jang　haeng-bo-kan　yeo-ja-ro　man-du-reo　jool-ke-yo

그댄 gotta believe me make you never gonna leave me
gu-daen　gotta　believe　me　make　you　never　gonna　leave　me

약속 따윈 안할래요 그냥 보여 줄게요
yag-sog　dda-win　an-hal-rae-yo　gu-nyang　bo-yeo　jool-ke-yo

I'm in love I'm fallin' love
I'm　in　love　I'm　fallin'　love

어쩔 수 없네요 내 맘을 숨기기엔 그대는 너무 아름답죠
eo-jjeol　soo　eom-ne-yo　nae　ma-mul　soom-gi-gi-en　gu-dae-nun　neo-moo　a-rum-dab-jyo

I'm in love. I'm so deep in love. I'm fallin' in love
I'm　in　love.　I'm　so　deep　in　love.　I'm　fallin'　in　love

2011-03-13T23:32:00.000-07:00

fuckyeahygfamilyy:

Kim Jin was upset over her CL-mission on “Project Runway Korea”!

Viewers were taken aback after watching former Diva member, Kim Jin, shed tears over her mission from 2NE1’s CL. CL guested on March 12th’s episode as a one-day judge, and Kim Jin was participating as a contestant.

The episode saw the designers trying to create an outfit for CL, and immediately, viewers could see that Kim Jin looked at a loss. When asked by the producers what was going on through her mind, she honestly replied, “I honestly do not want to make clothes for any celebrity. Kim Tae Hee and Han Go Eun are actresses, so I can handle it, but singers… Unless it’s Lee Hyori, I don’t want to do it.”

She continued, “CL is my junior by 10 years. How could they tell me to make her clothes… She’s a fun and stylish friend, but I suddenly thought, ‘What could I do for this friend?’ I honestly wanted to give up on the mission. My pride was hurt. If I’m going to rank in the bottom three, I’d rather just be eliminated. If others were put in my situation, I’m sure they would have the same thoughts.”

Although her heart wasn’t in her work, Kim Jin trekked on while continuing to tell viewers about the psychological pain she was experiencing alongside her weak physical condition.

In the end, Kim Jin barely missed an elimination and managed to land in the bottom three with none of the impressive qualities her works in the previous episodes had seen.

She commented, “Through this opportunity, I’ve learned a lot of things as a designer. ‘Project Runway Korea’ has taught me what I must take in, and what I must leave out. I’m trying hard to become more ‘cooler’ in terms of such decisions. I put in everything I had to walk down the path of fashion, so I foolishly wondered whether I really had to make the clothes of a junior singer. I am, however, disappointed in myself for thinking such things.”

Source: Newsen

Translated by: AKP

[CAMI’S COMMENT] Slightly bothered by her reaction, what? she’s never been a “junior” ? its a competitionyou gotta do what is required or you’re out! its like a job…your boss tells you to do something, because u don’t want to do it…you’ll quit? i hope she learned from this experience….

erm ... what do you think after you read this ...
for me ... this really make me feel sick, what to do if your market and target audience is more to someone who younger then you? ...

a designer should have a wide minded ... not only to help you gain your creativities and also your experience to every level of audience

as what some others comment that write " younger doesn't mean their not less professional. " this is true ... think be4 you say something! ... your audience might not only actresses or some one famous but also the whole world who use to dress up

2011-03-12T23:38:00.000-08:00

说真的，我是不大喜欢在blog里写这些骂人的东西
可是，这次真的把我给惹火了
如果当初你是知道你不会出席那就不要说你要share...
东西买好了，预算也好了
结果你说你不要share了。。。
你一个REPLY我就得帮你还你的份了
ok, i have nothing to do with it since that you say it like tis ...
it just like the mistake had made because of me ...
because i have counted you !!!
somemore, you hv say that ...
you don't wanna confuse us and you not gonna pay
DONE！！　
as long you feel ok with that, i will pay it for you ...
BUT pls fuck off from me next time ...
im ppl who talk straight forward !!
im not mad with it, im FED UP with it
mth fxker ...

New decision

2011-02-18T10:34:00.001-08:00

Finally, I hv made a decision on it! I don't know am I right or wrong ... But, Wat I know is, I wanna have a try on it ... No matter how bad the result come . As long I try it ... If I hv made the wrong decision, then I will try to correct it and restart it once again rather then doing nothing ! I wan to prove it. Prove that it's a right way for me!

(Audio) One Way- Rainy Day ( Acoustic Ver.) DL Link + Lyrics

2011-01-27T11:11:00.000-08:00

Lyrics:
Verse 1
I used to sleep by your side
Holding you through the night
And Sometimes we would
argue and fight
When I leave for now
Waiting here for a while
Somehow still unsure that you're gone
Girl I don't know what I'm thinking
Promise is unmaking myself
To wash you out my head, baby
But I never thought heart breaking
Any chance I'm taking right now
To shower down this pain

(Chorus)
Rainy days rainy days
Now that you've gone far away
My Raindrops pouring down my eyes
You know I'll never be okay
Those fade away fade away
Don't you know I'm missin you
Here and slow it falls again
Every day and night
As I open my eyes
(Rain rain rain rain
Falling down my head) X2

Verse 2
Uh I call you on the phone
To said that I was sorry
Try to play cool
But really I was feeling sorry
Countless ringing on the tone
Kinda got me worried
Now I'm sittin here looking like I'm in a hurry
From where you let me go
The time is movin slow
We still hit it off any when and now we had it all
Yeah we had it all but you just said enough, huh
We used to stand under my umbrella ~ella ~ella
That what they said how I don't give a damn how I don't give a hella
Funny how you tell 'em fly only makes it bigger
Darling but they lay my starter running down my finger
And you said you'd always be mine
Caught me in the meanwhile
Cuz it to me a fool
Blame it all on me now
It's raining more than ever
Now a mighty hour
I miss a real way
all the things that we had

(Chorus)

Never thought it to be this way
And I know I'll never be the same
Yeah I know
Life goes on
But still I'm tryna to figure it out
Being without you baby
You know it's killing me the same
Never see your face again
Living without you
Girl how I'm supposed to lose you baby ehhhh~~~Uhh ohhh..

(Chorus)

(Rain rain rain rain
Pouring down my head)X2

Sarawak, Kuching ;2009 (part 1)

2011-01-14T10:35:00.000-08:00

Life will Never End

2011-01-14T09:57:00.000-08:00

some1 say that the world will end on 2012

or maybe be4 that

but i don't think it's a big deal

u will never know that how long your life will goes

maybe there will something happen tomorrow ... or maybe the day after tomorrow

u will never know it be4 that come to you

but something that u can do is

" enjoy yourself and try to appreciate everything that you have right now"

i love my family, i love my friend, i love those who know how to appreciate me

and also who love me

thanks that you guy still standing beside me

=]

Speachless

2010-12-23T10:49:00.000-08:00

Sometime, just act like u know nothing. If not, u the one who get hurt!
I'm fed up with the way u guy treat me! Im just kind like a jerk that being fool by u guy !!!
I hate it so much !!! Don't act innocent in front of me.
When u guy feel like need more ppl, den ask me ... If not, I'm just like disappear in the air!!!
Holly shit !!!
我不是你们的扯线公仔！

烦恼啊！！

2010-12-01T09:37:00.000-08:00

心情有点小复杂，有点越来越不明白您想要我干嘛。
不久前叫我找工，后来就叫我先别找工。
我快被逼疯了。自己也不知道想干嘛了！！
离自己的目标也越来越远了。
烦恼啊！！

freelance ^^

2010-11-12T04:46:00.000-08:00

omg ... i just found out that i having black eye which result of keep on sleep after 12am ==''
gosh, gonna be a panda soon > @@ ... T___T !!!
i have to praise myself that 1st time i work as a freelance 3 day continiously =='' , and it end up with > my leg damn tried and pain!!! BUT, i really enjoy it and knew a lot of new friend ^^ .
10/11 > B&S program
11/11 ~ 12/11 > give out the leaflet ( air asia free seat promotion )

will be continue in more detail soon XD ... * hv to sleep ><

I love UNIQLO XD

2010-11-07T09:00:00.000-08:00

is time to update ma blog, i wanna share ma experience to UNIQLO wit ma sister XD
it's ma very 1st experience to Q up for about 1 hour to a shop ><
i love their jeans, because it was cheap and de design is quite nice (np RM 99.90> promotion price RM49.90 )... but there is no doubt that their concept is weird n not suit to our country. full of sweater n something that only suit for winter ... ==''' ... how to wear a sweater at m'sia !!!

this the prove that i Q UP XD

everyone is seem like very tried to Q up, some more when we almost reach the shop, we have to Q up outside wit the BIG HOT SUN !!! Some of the genius bring their own umbrella ==''' ... i have no idea why we dont even bring a cap >< !!! we Q up around 14:05pm and go in the shop about 15:00pm and we shop until 16.05 only we came out ==''' ... after the shopping we just feel tried like hell, it tried then we shop on korea >< !!!

that the stuff we brought from UNIQLO, and we get a tour bag after we purchase up to RM 200 >< (besides the watch and ring )

i love ma watch that i brought from sungai wang, it was cheap n no doubt that i love it ^^ ... with only Rm 20 !! LOVE LOVE ^^ ~~~~

after that, we having our lunch on T-bowl. i have no comment on it ==''' ... the design is nice .... but .... overall .... .... .... .... ... judge it yourself . i never know that will i go there again or not ... maybe yes or maybe ................. no that bad .... but ...... dont know lah, judge yourself !!

but their shop is good in interior design . it look different from other and make u feel excited !!!

" BROTHER & SISTER PROGRAM " work as a tour guide

2010-10-22T07:56:00.000-07:00

Yesterday is my very first job to work as a tour guide. I have realise that recently i work watever job that i can. ==''' . This actually a program that call " BROTHER & SISTER PROGRAM ", to bring those Japanese student to visit and shopping some place in KL . I have find out a huge problem between me and those Japan student, which is > communication problem. Since that i just know some very basic japanese and they also dont know how to speak eng. i have to communicate by using Japanese + English + Body Language. As wat shu hui say > Body Language is the best language XD !!! My group member is kind of bored, compare to others group member that keep on shopping and buying stuff from china town. My group is just like, " FAST, FAST ... go another destination and FASTER END it " . Actually some place that i have to bring them i never when to be4, like st. mary, merdeka square and K.L memorial library. Luckily some others tour guide also when to the same places and it end with successfuly and having fun with them.

ma group member

back > KITAHARA SHOTA , MIZUTANI KOHEI

front > MATSUMOTO TOSHIKA, MG, SHOYAMA MISAKI

1st time i went to st. mary church, damn nice and amazing

their e-mail add ... is kind of weird for me O.o

my back up XD

general idea, task and the goal point of the program

check point list

my group > group 2-5 (2组5)

new soul experience =]

2010-10-13T10:34:00.000-07:00

shisa with jeannie at castle! sometimes i will think about that " wow, this really amazing! we knew each others from my age 3 while that time she 5 years old. but we still a BBF. how this could be O.o "
i really enjoy the moment when i chit chat her, because we will having a new topic everytimes we shisa or hang out and share our experience.
the leson that i have lean 2day is > appreciate the moment you having it, and too stubborn on something that not belong to you. no matter frindship or in a relationship.
sometime, human being like to think that > that should be mine, and i must get it. and in the end, you the one who get hurt and feel sad all the day. But on the other hand, other won't pity you, because you are the causes and ppl will hate you. why dont just make it easy, give a chance yourself and also others. you will be more happy and when the day past and you look it back, you will realise that you lean a new experience and you will appreciate & cherish all of it.
dont make yourself into a trouble, gv a chance yourself and also others.
be happy always and look back to those who really love and care about you.
lean from the experience!

Photographs lyrics

2010-09-05T09:44:00.000-07:00

Photographs Lyrics
Artist(Band):Rihanna
(feat. Will.I.Am)

Here's a little story I've gotta tell
Bout this boy I know so well
Back in the day was cool and all
Fell in love, I fell in love
Thought he was the one for me
Other boys I could not see
And look what happened to our love
I'm like how could it be?

It should have been me and you
It could have been you and me
Boy you broke my hear and now I'm standing here
It should have been me and you
It could have been you and me
Now I look at all these photographs

All I've got, all I've got
All I've got are these photographs
All I've got, all I've got
All I've got is nothing without you
You, you,
Got nothing without you
You, you,
Got nothing without you

Now baby it's killing me
I'm saying it's killing me
The fact that you went around
Baby I'm falling down
I need me a remedy
Been looking for remedies
I need you to be around
And baby I'm hurting now
I know you're a better man
(When I was your girl)
This land is a better land
(When you're in my world)
Today will be better babe
If it were like yesterday
So happy and lovely... hey, hey, hey

All I've got, all I've got
All I've got are these photographs
All I've got, all I've got
All I've got is nothing without you
You, you,
Got nothing without you
You, you,
Got nothing without you

All I've got are these photographs
I remember when I used to make you laugh
I don't wanna be stuck in the past
But you're all that I have that I had
And I don't wanna lose what we built this far
This is me and you, you're my superstar
I'd give anything, baby here's my heart
My heart, my heart:

My heart don't stop, my heart be beating over
My loving never stop, even though that it's over
Girl I've been reminiscing when I play that Casanova
Way back when we was kissing on your grand momma's sofa
Girl I got this lovey dovey o my photo album
I got them pictures back when I was rocking Calvin... Klein
You had your Guess jeans on looking sexy, oh no
Girl why could it not be the one?

Why? Why? Why?
I am not the one
Why? Why? Why?
Why couldn't you be the one?
Why? Why? Why?
Why couldn't you be the one?
Why? Why? Why?

All I've got, all I've got
Is nothing without you
All I've got, all I've got
Is nothing without you
You, you,
Is nothing without you
You, you,
Is nothing without you
All I've got, is nothing without

All I've got are these photographs

All I've got are these photographs

If You Want Me To Stay

2010-09-05T08:00:00.000-07:00

If You Want Me To Stay Lyrics
Artist(Band):Ne-Yo

got my bags at the door
im getting ready to leave
ohh ohh
i can tell there’s something
you wanna say to me
ohh ohh
baby speak your mind
cos you’re wasting time
it’s a quarter to nine
and my car is on the way
you say you wasn’t ready for this
so i’m out the door
or did something in your mind change

if you want me to stay..
if you want me to stay,
say you want me to stay
baby stop playing around with me
there ain’t no time to play
if you want me to stay
baby you got to show me

ohh your eyes and your mouth
are saying two different things
ohh ohh
you need to figure it out
i’m tired of waiting
ohh ohh
being indecisive it goes with a price
and now your time is almost gone
i’m hearing go on and leave
you don’t care about me
but your eyes are saying
you want me home

if you want me to stay..
if you want me to stay,
say you want me to stay
baby stop playing around with me
there ain’t no time to play
if you want me to stay
baby you got to show me
(show me you want me baby)
show me you want me baby
(show me you want me baby)
show me you want me baby
(show me you want me baby)
baby show me that you care
(show me you want me baby)
show me, show me
(show me you want me baby)
(show me you want me baby)
show me that you care

you’ve got to show me
if you want me to stay..
if you want me to stay,
say you want me to stay
baby stop playing around with me
there ain’t no time to play
if you want me to stay
baby you got to show me

if you want me to stay,
say you want me to stay
baby stop playing around with me
there ain’t no time to play
if you want me to stay
baby you got to show me

kelana jaya~~~

2010-09-03T08:46:00.000-07:00

me and woon khey

working wit woon khey at kelana jaya ...

make me feel so bad when we keep on spray the perfume ... ><

* our nose ='( "

i think i enjoy the work, beside it make our shoulder very tried

be'cuz no chair and table provided ... we force to stand all the day wit hang on the stuff =='''

TRIED T____T

unlucky 2morrow i have promise to work for audit =[

i thought i can have a rest ... haiz, ren ming lol !!!

$$$ ... i have to save money to korea ... ="{

the days when i still young ...

2010-09-01T09:11:00.000-07:00

i still remember
when i was form 1
i knew a lot of gangster, but they care about me so much
they never teach me bad thing

and treat me like their sister ^^
when i was form 2
i always hang around the school with my chilhood friend, pui yee
who i knew when i was standard 4, i love his attitude so much
until i think she should be protected ><

when i was form 3
the year i knew all the dude ^^
i love to hang over wit all this dude all the time,
we play together, we gossip together, we hang out together, we drink together
and we share a food together ... i love you guy, NO DOUBT !!!

when i was form 4

the most tough year for me, i been boycott by all the dude ...

the most lonely year ... the year i cry in front other the most

i dont like to cry in front of other, becuz i dont want other think tat i'm loser, i'm weak

but lose everything when i was form 4 ... self-esteem, reputation ..............................

when i was form 5

the year i cant forget the most

the year i learn the most

and the year i skip school the most

to pretend everything alright!!

the key to a puzzle is been show

all the truth come out !!!

all the dude are back to be my fren, but the wound they gave me is never be heal ...

they really dig me into hell,

i love them, i trust them, i care them ... but they gave me a wound as a present ...

BUT now, i still love them ... becuz they are the dude i knw and i love ...

Ne-Yo _ Mad Lyrics

2010-08-24T05:29:00.001-07:00

Ne-Yo: Mad Lyrics
Songwriters: Eriksen, Mikkel; Hermansen, Tor; Smith, Shaffer;
Featuring: -

| More Send "Mad" Ringtone to your Cell She's starin' at me
I'm sittin' wonderin' what she's thinkin'
Nobody's talkin' 'cause talkin' just turns into screamin'
And now it?s I'm yellin' over her, she yellin' over me
All that that means is neither of us is listening

And what's even worse?
That we don't even remember why we?re fighting
So both of us are mad for

Nothing, fighting for
Nothin', crying for
Nothing, whoa
But we won?t let it go for

Nothing, no not for
Nothing, this should be
Nothing to a love like what we got

Oh baby, I know sometimes it's gonna rain
But baby, can we make up now?
'Cause I can't sleep through the pain
Can't sleep through the pain

Girl, I don't wanna go to bed mad at you
And I don't want you to go to bed mad at me
No, I don't wanna go to bed mad at you
And I don't want you to go to bed mad at me
Oh no no no

And it gets me upset
Girl when you?re constantly accusing
Askin' questions like you already know
We're fighting this war
Baby when both of us are losing
This ain't the way that love is supposed to go

Whoa, what happened to workin' it out?
We've fall into this place
Where you ain't backin' down and I ain't backin' down
So what the hell do we do now?
It's all for

Nothing, fighting for
Nothing, crying for
Nothing, whoa
But we won?t let it go for

Nothing, no not for
Nothing, this should be
Nothing to a love like what we got

Oh baby, I know sometimes it's gonna rain
But baby, can we make up now?
'Cause I can't sleep through the pain
Can't sleep through the pain

Girl, I don't wanna go to bed mad at you
And I don't want you to go to bed mad at me
No, I don't wanna go to bed mad at you
And I don't want you to go to bed mad at me
Oh no no no

Oh, baby this love ain't gonna be perfect
Perfect, perfect, oh oh
And just how good it's gonna be
We can fuss and we can fight
Long as everything?s all right between us
Before we go to sleep
Baby, we're gonna be happy, oh

Baby, I know sometimes it's gonna rain
But baby, can we make up now?
'Cause I can't sleep through the pain
Can't sleep through the pain

Girl, I don't wanna go to bed mad at you
And I don't want you to go to bed mad at me
No, I don't wanna go to bed mad at you
And I don't want you to go to bed mad at me
Oh no no no

working ^^

2010-08-22T23:06:00.000-07:00

gosh, finally is de time for me to update my blog ><
need to have a rest, tat y I'm not going to work on today n tomorrow ^^ *sweet*
previously i have start working as a promoter from last thurs until sun
i never think tat somedays i will work as a promoter four days continuously
because i dont like those work tat stand all the day
but luckily i knew some1 nice when i work
Michell, Elizabeth, Vivian, Stella, Johnathan, carol and also Vicky ^^
opppsss and also siew lee ... XD
nice to meet u guy ...
thurs and fri work at ikano, for the beauty roadshow to give out the flyers
1st time i went to ikano,
is too far for me ... it spent around 1hour to take public transport from my house
but i having fun wit woon khey
and thanks gal for accompany me ^^
love ya =3
while sat and sun i work at Sri petaling, Carrefour
i will say " WOW"
tis is a good experience for me
actually i hate to work inside the those place like Carrefour, Central ...
be'cuz they have a lot of rules, everthing you cannot do O.o
but this time i really have fun
since tat their staff very nice not like central
central gave me a very bad impression while i work at there
when i work at central i use to work for 3 days
but the 1st day i work adi make me feel bad
and misinterpreted communication between me and the security guard
it end up wit " boh song " and i cry like a baby =='''
so i just work 2 days ... =='''
but carrefour very systematic and their staff is nice and helpful ^^
it make me think tat " actually i can try to work on it "

i'm the 1st idiot tat wear a high heels to work as a promoter XD
i have no choice since tat the only one black shoes adi spoil
so tat y i force to wear the high heels
i just feel like i gonna cry while i stand for 8 hours as a promoter wit the stupid 1 inches++ high heels T___T
after work
when i waiting for johnathan to return the shirt for me i meet a gal > siew lee
wow... she is fun and nice to chat ... ^^
i wish tat she really have a nice plan to korea XD
so we can enjoy the trop 2gether ^^

me and Jeannie try a new favourite of shisa > grape + mint XD
is quite nice from the beginning but once it getting longer the taste is abit chance
and I end up wit choke by shisa =='''
but thanks to Jeannie tat gv me a experience of shisa ^^
maybe lot of ppl think tat shisa is something back
but for me
tat is just a experience ^^

GD's day ... GD's ruleS XD

2010-08-17T10:19:00.000-07:00

HappY BiRthDAy YG bABe > G-DRAgoN !!! ^^

以笑待人

2010-08-15T23:35:00.000-07:00

以笑待人

KOREA TRIP *PART 2

2010-08-05T01:52:00.000-07:00

part 2 ... is to give out the experince when we having free and easy on korea ^^

TRANSPORT
their transport is very convenient
you can get the transport easily, by train or bus n also taxi
but taxi is abit expensive, the meter is start wit 2400won
which is about RM 7.2
but if by train it just around RM 4 ( if the distand more den 10 station 200won are added> RM 0.60 )... not tat expensive
1st time u look on the map it might confuse u, it quite messy
but once you take the train den you will found out it quite easy to look on it ^^

KOREAN
i love their manner ...
still remember the day we going to SM building
becuz of the information that we have is a bit messy ....
so we keep on finding the way and looking on the map
suddenly, a korea gal come forward to us >" are you tourist?"
i feel so warm, althought she cant really talk well in english but she still enthusiastic to help us
besides that, when we lost our way back to hotel ( we almost walk an hour at midnight 2am just to find the hotel =='')
den here come some korea ppl keep on giving us information way back to hotel
* aahuuuh, when u are inside the train, you will found out that korea ppl won't sit on the place that reserve for those ppl who inconvenient
it wont happen on my country .... LOL ==

shopping
haha, i damn interested on this topic
there is a heaven for me
why am i gv conclusion like tis!? ... becuz, most of the shop also _____ duty free
the place tat i like the most is " yeoju premium outlet"
i love there so much, and now i'm regret tat i should brough more stuff T__T
besides tat,
myeongdong (line 3), ewha women univ (line 2), hongdae/ hongik univ (line 2), Apgujeong (line 3),
dongdaemun (line 4,1)/ dongdaemun history culture park (line 2,4,5), sinchon (line 2)
those place is nice for shopping
( i'm not sure sinchon nice or not, becuz we fail to go there ... and for those sakun lover, you can find one of the sakun dealer on hongdae n ask you can ask the direction from information counter)
if some1 who interested on BSX, SPAO, FOREVER21, ZARA, ... n blarblarblar ^^ , you can find it at myeongdong
at ehwa women univ you can found out something like assessories, bags ....
and a stall in the shopping mall tat selling BANC wit very low price
i'm not sure tat the BANC is original or fake ... but really cheap
if you wanna buy some branded stuff, apgujeong is the place tat suit you ...
coach, prada, gucci, MCM, louis vuitton, DKNY .........

korean entertainment building
SM entertainment buiding (apgujeong line 3)
erm, sm buiding is abit complicated since tat it doesn't suit to sm buiding (lol !! )
i'm not sure tat the buiding is the office or the place for practice
very simple and abit ..... old ... O.o ~~~ (pls sm lover dont punch me >< )
we cant meet any superstar but saw some handsome trainner ^^

YG entertainment Building (hapjeong line 2/6 )
after we when to SM buiding, our next stop is YG Building
YG is more easy to find while they have a very nice looking O.O ... XD
and is more .... erm ... comfort XD
becuz convenience shop is just opposite the buiding
and we saw ~~~~ DAESUNG ... ^^
when daesung come down from the car we was just like
"cheh, impossible to be some1 from bigbang "
and when daesung smile
" ahhhhhh ..... tat is DAESUNG !!! "
haha, is really amazing ... he have a very shine smile ... until we cant believe it tat daesung XD
besides tat, we also saw some one with a white car ...
but until now he still a mystery to us
is too far to us to look clearly who is him ... sad
i just wish tat he not G-Dragon
if not, i will just cry until out of tears ... T__T
and while tat guy shake his hand from far to us
we just stand there and keep bowing ... lol ... stunk on there ... ><
when we back to the hotel, we just keep guessing ... WHO IS HIM ... XD
i'm sorry tat i'm YG family lover XD ...
GO YG FAMILY ... XD

airport
i have to say thanks to a women(a women tat can speak well in chinese) who work at airport
she help us to call the company when we looking for our stuff
thanks ya ... ^^

忧闷

2010-07-28T08:19:00.000-07:00

今天还真的很忧闷
明明就有很好的工作
可是
我还得在家做保姆呢
妈妈说>"bibi, you need to find a job on tis week. don't always sit at home, go out and find a job and earn some money"
爸爸说>" bi, tis week don't go out, i have to work so you need to take care of your grandmom and your uncle"
结果就是=那里有training也别想attend
因为你那也别想去
WTF．．．　
den why dont you just ask me stay at home and you gv me salary ...
!@#$%^&*()

KOREA TRIP *PART 1

2010-07-22T00:05:00.000-07:00

korea trip = 7/7/10 ~ 17/7/10
adi few days aga week come back from korea
but i still miss korea
i wish i really can go korea on next year
damn, korea is fun
i damn regret right now
cuz Bupyeong underground market (incheon area) stuff is more cheaper and more choice den dongdaemun and myeong-dong, if u when there ... pls remember buy cd from there ><
be4 we go to the hotel tat we use to stay on the 1st day
we having our lunch ... erm, i don't remember where is it
but i still remember tat Conner of the road have a advertisement broad tat advertise by bigbang XD
we also when to everland ...
haha 2pm and snsd fans, u guy sure know where is it
i will say tat ...
WOW .... everland damn big ...
but, unfortunately the larges roller coaster is down due to maintenance
i think Kelly n Fion is quite disappointed, but no me ... XD
THE LARGE DUTY FREE OUTLET ON KOREA > YEOJU PREMIUM OUTLET
damn x3
if u have money ,,, MUST ... i mean MUST buy everything you can at there
is more cheaper den outside,
maybe it abit outdated, but still worth ...
a pair of snearker for RM 132 ... is DAMN CHEAP
i always feel regret about it ... why i dont buy few ... ><
KIMCHI SKUL
erm , tis the place tat we learn how to make our own kimchi
( i dont really remember how to make it )
we also take some pic wit the korea traditional wear (dont know how korean name it)
LIVE POWER MUSIC
actually tis is something tat change suddenly
we use to go kbs, music bank not tis
but suddenly KNTO (Korea Tourism Organization ) change from music bank to tis live program
when they announce it, i just like > " WTF, i dont wan tis "
because i sure tat i won't see taeyang on the stage (although i dont really like taeyang like wat i like g-dragon, but i know tat if we attend to kbs there might be 50% g-dragon will attend kbs, and at the end i knew tat g-dragon really attend to kbs ... wat the fuxk ... p/s= i still like taeyang album " solar" ^^)
there are a lot of idol ...
but i think the main for the fans is SUPER JUNIOR
unfortunately, i don't really like super junior
but there is no doubt that super junior make a great performance *thumb up
LOTTE WORLD
I'M DAMN REGRET RIGHT NOW
when i when to lotte world i adi lost all my strenght
i just play 1 of the indoor game
after tat i just like ... haiz ... sien
and now, when i write my blog ... i just like ... "gosh, i'm regret"
lol ~~~~
BTW ... i still enjoy when we go to the STAR AVENUE
haha ... i saw a lot of bigbang stuff on there
lalalalalal ... i just like crazy
run here n there ... it just becuz of bigbang ><
haha ... i love STAR AVENUE ^^
the last day > we when to MBC office
i quite hard to go into the MBC office
becuz when we reach there, we wait until the PD come out only allow us to go in
tat is becuz of the tour guide told us tat
there actually dont really hope us to go in ...
but since tat KNTO adi arrange it ... so they still have to bring us in
erm ... be4 we when in, we just keep on thinking > " will we meet some1 inside the MBC"
i will say "sorry", we din meet any1 inside the office XD
and ... it quite boring ...
i still hope tat the kbs plan not deleted .. ><
p/s = 8/7/10 ~12/7/10

D-DAY ~~~ ^^ "KOREA"

2010-07-06T22:27:00.000-07:00

07/07/2010

... lalalalala ....

baby say > yahhooooo , 2day is D-Day ...

but i still need to wait until night ...

damn excited

cant wait any more ^^

KOREA

i'm coming soon

right now i have no idea wat should i pack

and keep on thinking

"ERM ... wat i still need to take "

i cant stop thinking tat

cuz if i really miss something i will regret

lol ==''

still thinking should i bring along the PSP to online at there or not ><

kiss kiss ^^

2010-07-05T03:37:00.000-07:00

lalalala ... finallly i took a pic of my new hair style ...

my fren told me just now

tat after i cut my hair

miao no longer look like miao anymore

lol ... pls, dont say tat to me ><

i feel like i'm not dare to meet you anymore O.o

tis might look a bit weird ... but i still love it ^^

i feel good ... lalalalala ~~~

ma baby gal ^^ ... kiss kiss =3

shortest !!! ^^

2010-07-04T08:04:00.000-07:00

finally i cut my hair at the saloon tat my fren use to work wit

wat i wanna say my to my new hair style > COOL

i love it so much

although my mom told me tat tis is over fashion

and my daddy say tat " wat the .... "

but i still love it

NO Doubt

lalalalalalalala

i feel so good right now ...

WILLIAM dont forget tat you say you will treat me beer when you come back to m'sia

lalalalalalalala ^^

>< ... arggggg

2010-07-02T22:53:00.000-07:00

haiz ... fed up ...
it always end up wit my fault ...
i dont even know wat i have done ...
ok done ...
i respect you n i wont say anything ...

reseach reseach ~~~ ^^

2010-06-28T22:29:00.000-07:00

2day is d day for me to did some reseach on korea

i have no idea i will travel to korea for 1 week or 2 weeks

it's be'cuz of my sis == '''

she tell me " no, i din help you extend "

but when she chat wit me, it seem like i gonna have fun for 2 weeks

tat y i hate her ... she always fool me and make fun on me

lol ~~~

i dont care, if i travel for 1 week only

den i will throw all my info for her, and force her to buy my some stuff O.o ~~~

kelly_gsm i still remember wat you told me last time

you say you will buy me a pair of sneaker

i will remind you as long as you buy it for me ...

lalalalalalalala ~~~ hoho

sneaker sneaker sneaker ...

FILA , BSX, SAKUN, SPAO , BANC ... i'm coming soon ^^

baby jeannie ^^

2010-06-28T00:35:00.000-07:00

blarblarblar ...

2 more days to go

my lovely jeannie will come back from perth =] ...

damn miss her ^^

tis feel day i am abit emo

dont know why , i dont like the way he talk

sometimes he just feel deservedly when other help him

i can't say anything about it

since tat he is the elder in my family

i need to respect him

=='''

haiz ... wat i can do is > release my feeling at here

T______T

T.O.P - Turn It Up [HD] Official Music Video

2010-06-20T23:10:00.000-07:00

bigbang big bro TABI > turn it up MV ^^

babe ... tat for you =]

2010-06-18T02:14:00.000-07:00

sometimes i will just try to think tat " is tat right?"
and i also know you also think about tat
actuayyl there is no right or wrong
ppl need to think selfish
i doesn't mean everyone is selfish or need to do tat so
but i think tat selfish is wat a human being use to know
yes
i'm selfish
i always put myself on no.1 before i make a conclusion
as wat he have say be4 > " if you dont like yourself, how other ppl like you"
i'm fucking agree about it ^^
babe ... dont think too much
just do something you think tat is right and make yourself comfort =]

~记忆~

2010-05-28T01:59:00.001-07:00

有时记忆是满恐怖的东西

七年过去了

我还牢牢地记得他电话号码

现在的我对他已没有任何幻想了

应该就在四年前开始吧

可是

当我无意中在发呆时

我竟然还能记得他的电话号码

该记得的我没能记得

可是该忘记的我却未能忘记

我还是相信

时间能帮我冲淡这一切

nap nap ... @@

2010-05-28T01:14:00.000-07:00

i want to hv a nap ... ><

but force to do house work ...

[CRY]

Ne-yo — So Sick lyrics

2010-05-27T01:48:00.000-07:00

Ne-yo — So Sick lyrics

Mmmm mmm yeah
Do do do do do do do-do
Ohh Yeah

Gotta change my answering machine, now that I'm alone
Cause right now it says that we
Can't come to the phone
And I know it makes no sense
Caused you walked out the door,
But it's the only way I hear your voice anymore
(it's ridiculous)
It's been months
And for some reason I just
(can't get over us)
And I'm stronger then this
(enough is enough)
No more walkin' 'round
With my head down
I'm so over being blue
Cryin' over you

And I'm so sick of love songs
So tired of tears
So done with wishing you were still here
Said I'm so sick of love songs so sad and slow
So why can't I turn off the radio?

Gotta fix that calender I have
That's marked July 15th
Because since there's no more you
There's no more anniversary
I'm so fed up with my thoughts of you
And your memory
And how every song reminds me
Of what used to be

That's the reason I'm so sick of love songs
So tired of tears
So done with wishing you were still here
Said I'm so sick of love songs so sad and slow
So why can't I turn off the radio?

(Leave me alone)
Leave me alone
(Stupid love songs)
Don't make me think about her smile
Or having my first child
Let it go
Turning off the radio

Cause I'm so sick of love songs
So tired of tears
So done with wishing she was still here
Said I'm so sick of love songs so sad and slow
So why can't I turn off the radio?
(why can't I turn off the radio?)

Said I'm so sick of love songs
So tired of tears
So done with wishing she was still here
Said I'm so sick of love songs so sad and slow
So why can't I turn off the radio?
(why can't I turn off the radio?)

And I'm so sick of love songs
So tired of tears
So done with wishing she was still here
Said I'm so sick of love songs so sad and slow
Why can't I turn off the radio?
(why can't I turn off the radio?)
Why can't I turn off the radio?

steamboat wit dudes ... ^^

2010-05-25T11:41:00.000-07:00

thanks xuan, cheekit, xiu and xuan colleague - Tiger =]

i thought i wont hv any celebration on tis year ...

but you guys make it for me ...

thanks dudes ... XD ....

and feel sorry to xuan colleague - Tiger

becuz today is the 1st we know each other ...

and make him waste his money on that wine ... ><

sorry ... ="[ ...

thanks guys ... ="]

cheah chee kit told me just now that tis pic i look like some1 that use to same class wit me when i was form3 ... lol ... i dont really like tat gal ... i hate you Cheah chee kit !!!

倒数一天！！！

2010-05-18T10:48:00.000-07:00

倒数一天

死期就到了

T_____________T

need to pray hard

~~~临时抱佛脚~~~

BIGBANG - Tell Me Goodbye [Official Music Video] HQ

2010-05-16T22:16:00.000-07:00

WHERE ARE YOU ?

2010-05-16T12:04:00.000-07:00

OMG ... where is my fren

where are they ??

i'm boring here baby ... =[ ...

planning to go back college on tuesday ...

but i force to make the herb for my uncle 1st ...

i hope i can make it

i miss my course mate

shu hui, teng, yoyo, esther, chuck, KP, LT, CY, CL ............. and blar blar blar

i miss you guy T____T

but only one of them gonna continue to advance ...

haiz

those who have job are going to start working

those who miss their hometown going back to their hometown

i hate this shit

T___T

happy mother's day

2010-05-08T11:01:00.000-07:00

happy mother's day

wish my mom health always and wish come true

i love you mom

muackss

又闯祸了!!!

2010-05-06T07:34:00.000-07:00

MG又闯祸了 ={

我果然是电器白痴

每次当完美电器到我的手

结果还是

坏了

T____T

为什么？为什么？

告诉我为什么

SHIT you !!!

2010-05-05T09:57:00.000-07:00

5/5/2010 ...

damn ... today i have a bad day on mid valley ...

jusco day =='''

it just like go in a pasar malam

extremely noisy and not tat cheap

shit security guard

racial discrimination

keep on checking our stuff

i don't mind if like wat he say

"tentulah saya check kalau kamu luggage besar"

and fair to everyone

but they just let go the M tat also brought the same luggage with us

mother fucker you

i spent about Rm400 on your shopping mall

and you treat us like a thief

i scold in front of my mom

and say tat

" nya ma cao hai, let them c de fucking resit"

i know is rude

but

i really hate ppl treat us like tat

to be fair

there are also few SG very nice

but not tat much =='''

KOREA T______________T

2010-05-04T11:54:00.000-07:00

KOREA KOREA KOREA

fuking korea every where

everyone go to korea

damn

i also wan to go Korea

T___T

even though my mom also start bully me

by keep on telling me tat she gonna go korea on july

gosh

irony ><

FRIEND

2010-05-02T11:42:00.000-07:00

i dont know wat that make you think we dont care about you

just because we have our own friend and you though tat we try to ignore you ?

i love you so much

i just come back from tbr once a week

and i'm tried enough with my assignment, exam

i wont ask you come out on night

and i dont like to ask you come out on night

is true,

because i know you have to work and need to rush back

i know you might scolded by your father if you late

i wont ask you to join my course mates

b'cuz they dont like it

and i dont think you will like their behavior

i din really treat you as my fren , because you just like my sis

who always care about me and help me

you will ask me go out when you are free

we know each other when we was form 1

i love your behavior

very independent and lovely

you will help other when they in trouble

but

why?

why do you think tat we dont care about you?!

when i look at the stuff tat you have gave me

i feel very sad

maybe you will think that i'm try to argue with you

but i wont gv up and change tat try to explain

i wont let our friendship end up like this

and i dont want to end up like this

sorry for not calling you

because i dont know wat to say when i call you

i just wan to tell you tat

we love you

Boring !!!

2010-04-28T08:03:00.000-07:00

BORING BORING BORING

omg ... I'm boring here

wanna go to work

but need to take care of my grandmonther ...

gosh ...

i need MONEY lah

T___T

i miss de moment when i stay at tbr

i do watever i wan

when i come back to HG

i need to do house work

i hate to do tat

HOUSE WORK

GET LOST

开心？

2010-04-27T10:44:00.000-07:00

别人说“表面开心的人其实很悲观”
你又觉得呢？

Not Anymore - Letoya

2010-04-25T22:12:00.000-07:00

NOT ANYMORE - LETOYA

This is dedicated to
This, this, this is dedicated to
Mm~~ but if you feel it like I feel
this is dedicated to you
Well, I've been the super-girlfriend,
Let you think that nothing bother me----
Like- when you got out with your friends
And people bring me back the stories
The stories about the other girls,
bout this one that one those three
So when -I ask you a simple question, (where were you last night)
You wanna yell and scream and try to flip it on me
* No, no, no, no (no no)
Is anybody else just fed up?
If you heard it all before-fore fore (fore-fore)
Then right where you are just get up, Hey
Somebody say I don't it want anymore
I don't want it anymore
Somebody say I don't it want anymore
I don't want it anymore
Cuz I've dried my eyes and I- realized
I deserve somebody that'll treat me right
Somebody say I don't it want anymore
I don't want it anymore
Somebody say I don't it want anymore
I don't want it anymore
Because I know my worth so you can keep
That drama I don't want it anymore*
Oh, oh, oh, oh not anymore
Mumm .. No more settling- for less
I've looking for that kind of man
That's gonna give his best 'cause I'm giving my best
A man that wants to cherish this
And knows exactly how to move me
Not some silly little boy
Who wants my goodies 'cause he took me to the movies Oh, oh, oh, oh not anymore
repeat * ~ *
Oh, oh, oh, oh not anymore
Oh, oh, oh, oh not anymore
Oh, oh, oh, oh not anymore
Oh, oh, oh, oh not anymore
Oh, oh, oh, oh not anymore
Oh, oh, oh, oh not anymore
Oh, oh, oh, oh
This is dedicated to
This, this, this is dedicated to
Mum .. when if you feel what I'm feeling this is dedicated to you
Somebody say I don't it want anymore
I don't want it anymore
Somebody say I don't it want anymore
I don't want it anymore
Cuz I've dried my eyes and I realized
I deserve somebody that'll treat me right
Somebody say I don't it want anymore
I don't want it anymore
Somebody say I don't it want anymore
I don't want it anymore
Because I know my worth so you can keep
That drama I don't want it anymore
Oh, oh, oh, oh not anymore

~~ i love tis song so much ^^ ~~

thanks babe, and bye bye !!!

2010-04-25T10:12:00.000-07:00

is time to let go ...
i thought i'm strong enough ...
but,
i'm wrong ...
you dont even care about me ...
i'm an idiot ...
an idiot who fall in love wit u ...
say bye bye ...
bye bye to YOU !!!
and thank babe,
you make me fall in love again ...
the feel tat have removed by me long time ago ,
you will never know i love you,
and we will be fren 4ever ...

FUCKING MARKETING .... T_T

2010-04-18T06:57:00.000-07:00

i HATE you MARKETING ...
mOther FUCKING ...
i dont wan fail once again ...
i totally dont know wat i am study ...
some more ... where is the tips ...
why no one have tips ...
gosh ,
i really HATE MARKETING ...
DAMMIT ... T______T
GOD BLESS ME !!!

sob sob ... X__X

2010-04-16T10:35:00.000-07:00

i hv found out that most of my fren which hv their own blog also not updated
sob ... O.O ...
i try to catch up their latest news with their blog ...
but failure ... ><
sob sob ...

bye bye ~~~︿︿

2010-04-16T05:16:00.000-07:00

不赌了，
也没有所谓的放不放弃。
只是，
也没有那么的一定要，
没有一定要换新的环境，
有时,维持现在的状态就是最好了，

ABC bye bye lol ... ^^

赌？不赌？

2010-04-15T11:36:00.000-07:00

一个99.9%会败战，
只有0.1%的胜算。。。
我要赌下去吗？
我该让步了吗？

chheeer to Kanauru production ... =]

2010-04-13T10:42:00.000-07:00

OMG ... i totally dont know wat am i doing now
i should start my revision ...
but i still watching video clip on youtube ...
damn ... T__T
can't concentrate at all ...
gosh ...
i found out a channel which name as kanauru production ...
i really love tis channel ...
it show up Shaun Evaristo and Aimee Lee Lucas (anyway, i just know 2 of them >< )
they are damn ...
Shaun Evaristo ...
the one who choreograph BigBang NO.1,G-dragon Heatbreaker & so on
Aimee Lee Lucas ...
erm ... i think most of de g-dragon fan will hate her ...
since tat she the one who having dance on the bed wit GD ... XD ...
but i love her so much ...
she really influnce me that ... wow, gal also can dance with enegetic !!!
i think tat the reason why i love 2ne1 more then other ...
when 2ne1 dance ... you may feel that they are rough ...
but i'm not agree that gal should dance softly , and gal should dance sexy
i love the way 2ne1 dance ... SEXY + ROUGH ... ^^
especially MINZY n CL ... =] ...

Dudes ~~~ love you guy !!! T______T

2010-04-11T10:40:00.000-07:00

ok ... done ...
i think i'm totally miss DAV now ...
esp C1 ...
although i'm not tat close to everyone , only few of them ...
but, i really enjoy the moment when i gather wit them ...
i'm so surprise i went to clubbing wit them ...
since tat most of them i dont think they are going ...
but they did so ...
i'm so happy ...
1st time i enjoy my dance such like a bitch ...
i feel so sad when is time to leave ...
i feel not enought yet ..
hey dudes ...
pls ... promise tat tis wont be last ...
we still keep in touch ...
and hang out together ... T______________T

Last Lecture for Last Sem in DAV

2010-04-08T19:13:00.000-07:00

today having the last lecture for my last sem in DAV ...
in FB everyone is emo-ING ...
gosh ...
i really hope tis sem is a long sem ...
so tat i have more time to hang out wit them ...
T_________________________T
teng, yoyo, shu hui ... i hope tis wont be last sem ....

The LAST DAY of V-Award ~~~ T____T

2010-04-07T09:14:00.000-07:00

07/04/2010

damn ... tis two day i really having fun and enjoy it ...
i hope that event can last longer although i'm damn tried now ...
but it's fun !!! ><
today i have a strong feel tat i really not willing to graduate ...
and hope tis sem can last longer as it can
( but as some1 say ... without any assignment lah >< )
i will miss them ...
i swear !!! T___T
i love how DAV2 work together wit helping each other ...
i'm so sorry to my group member because i think tis two day i also walk all around the event and din really care about the booth ... sorry dudes ...
and also thanks to my group member ...
you guy really done well ...
for me ...
the result is not really important ...
but the effort that we have put and also the memory that we have gain 2gether !!!
i love it so much !!
once again ... thanks dudes & i love you guy ^^

the group member of "POP" ^^

the group member of " old town " ^^

john n MG !! haha ~~~

wow ~~~ two of them so " leang " ooo ... O.O

1st day of v-award ~~~

2010-04-06T09:00:00.000-07:00

06/04/2010

wow ... tis is the 1st year v-award ...
i thought it might be a boring exhibition...
but i totally wrong ...
it was fun ...
n i think i'm lucky to be involve in it =]

be4 set up de booth ... damn messy

my "POP" booth ... ><

lady gaga "shu hui really look like DJ-ING XD "

YES ~~~ BIGBANG & G-DRAGON !!! ^^ ( press the pic and view it =] )

No Way to be Pretend !!

2010-04-04T07:50:00.000-07:00

erm ... am i too over ...
i'm so sorry to telling the true ...
but ...
i really ... really hate those stuff
i dont like ppl say tat words to me ...
because i will feel so strange ...
i doesn't mean your fault ...
it just because of i never want tat you promise something to me
but at the end you can't do it ...
or ...
i pretend i feel so good wit you, den get wat i wan
and at the end i leave you alone
i dont wan tat
and it just hurt me ...
i know i'm too over protect myself ...
but tat is wat i wan

LOST EQ = HOT TEMPER ~~~ T___T

2010-04-02T07:50:00.000-07:00

erm ... am i too hot temper ??
when i chitchat wit my fren about our old story ...
i have found out ...
i really easily hot temper ...
and lost patient ~~~
oh gosh ... some1 help me ...
getting worse nowaday >< ~~~~
i should attend a class that teach me how to control me EQ ...
DAMMIT

友情！！

2010-03-31T08:58:00.000-07:00

this post is for my dear fren yi xuan ...
you know wat ...
清者自清。。。
i really hate other talk bad in the back
and keep on gossip with other ...
and make other believe on it ...
it just like 12 year old child only will did that
if you wan, just talk in front
den other ppl only know wat the mistake they have did and change it
after ppl having argue
they will just think tat other ppl did wrong ..
WHY ??
Why dont they think that
" ohh, maybe i also did wrong "
一个手掌拍不响，两个手掌才会响。。。
but in the real life ...
only 0.1% of ppl will think tat ...
so bad ...
and they will also keep on blaming ...
" i learn it after i having argue with my fren ...
is true ...
everytime i think the moment we gather
i feel so warm ...
althought we end up our friendship when we argue
althought we be fren again when you ask me
but we keep on alert each other
maybe we try be4 ...
but we still alert and scare each other ...
actually wat we alert to ? wat we scare to ?
we dont know ...
i feel so bad ...
because i really wan to get back the relation ...
but ... fail ... we maintain our friendship wit full of alert ...
althought it fail ... but at least i try it be4 ...
i know i wont feel regret ...
thanks to those who cheer me up ... "
一段毁了的友情，
只有靠“相信”才能填补那不信任的心
做人真的要懂得检点。。。
不然什么都是假的。。。
这是做人最基本的东西。。。
但是，为什么那么多人不懂呢。。。
做错了就要懂得低头。。。
低头不代表没尊严。。。
低头代表你懂得如何尊重别人还有自己。。。
不然，
那么一点尊严会被你自己给毁掉了！！
Hater ... FUCK off ...

fXXX you MAXIS

2010-03-31T08:15:00.000-07:00

wat the fuck ... dammit ... slow like shit ...
i hate you MAXIS ...
gosh ..
why ... why ... why
tis few day slow like snail ...
dammit ~~~

pls ... back to us ~~~

2010-03-27T00:43:00.000-07:00

i have no idea ...
why tis would happen ...
a ppl who always smile and keep joking ...
but ...
suddenly he just keep silent ...
just seem like every thing goes bad ...
and did something that we din aspect
feel so sad & bad on it ...
wish every thing will back to normal ...
pls ...
back to normal ...
you should know we care about you so much ...
we love you ...
and also ...
i love you

GD featuring by Teddy & CL - The Leader

2010-03-25T23:55:00.000-07:00

wow ... now only i realise it ...

GD ( feat, Teddy & CL )- The Leader
My name is
G G G G BABY BABY
GD GD BABY BABY
you wan a fame
play a little stupid game
you should check your gal phone
is my face on the frame
damn ... he is cool man ~~~
haha ...

无题！！

2010-03-24T08:07:00.000-07:00

为什么做人要做得那么的小心翼翼呢？
不辛苦吗？？
简简单单的不好吗。。。
为什么要把他复杂化呢？？
真是奇怪！！
在适当的时候去感激帮过你的人。。。
和他们说一声“谢谢”
用心感受别人的辛苦，别人的用心。。。
真的有那么的难吗？
为什么现在很多人都不会呢？
只会不停的埋怨呢。。。
真是奇怪！！

thanks to yixuan mummy ...

2010-03-21T20:53:00.000-07:00

special thanks to yixuan monther ...
who brought me to phamarcy buy medicine ..
her mummy really nice ...
besides that ...
also treat me eat and drink ...
thanks auntie ... ><

SENSITIVE T___T

2010-03-21T08:32:00.000-07:00

21/03/10 - 23:38pm
OMG ... 1st time i having sensitive problem ...
gosh ...
dont even know wat make me sensitive ...
it getting worse den yesterday ....
damn itch ... T__T
gonna waste my money to clinic ...
>< ...
it seem like 2night i can't sleep well again ...
because of itchy ...

If you think you Can , YOU CAN !!

2010-03-21T02:54:00.001-07:00

i'm not that kind of ppl who full of confident
BUT
as long i try to be connfident ~~~ ^^ ...
i know i can do it ...
if you think you can , you can ...
i believe that ...

HAPPY DAY =]

2010-03-16T07:38:00.000-07:00

wow ~~~ is great to heard that GD is clear of CHARGES
damn ... i wait for it for a long time ...
FINALLY .. ^^
once again to stupid ANTI ...
since that it prove GD SAL ( Shine A Light ) concert is not involve any sexual ...
pls fuck off ... and leave GD alone ...
i think i really dont like al_ _ _ _op web site ...
damn suck ...
no doubt ... and no reason ... i hate ...
2day really having fun wit shu hui, yoyo and her group member ....
actually they group are having shooting for their TVC ...
but i add in just for fun ...
din help them at all ... ><
but really having fun ...
haha ... they are crazy ... ^^
although it happen something to jin yon ... ={
cheer up guy ... everything gonna be alright ...
i love how you smile =] and play around ...
oh gosh ...
thursday is D-day to shooting our TVC ...
hope everything go smooth ...

BLAR BLAR BLAR [ Happy Birthday To Pui Moon ]

2010-03-10T23:57:00.000-08:00

i feel so bad now ...
1st ... i being emo when meet the dateline ><
sorry to my group member ...
since that i cant control my EQ and being so rude ... ><
sorry ya ... ><

2nd ... gosh ... i been insomnia for a week ...
can't stand on it any more ...
trying to calm dowm and relax ..
everthing gonna be alright .. T___T

3rd
feel sorry to my best fren ...
i just read her blog ...
and found out that
i ignore her >,< ...
she the one who always treat me good ...
but i always ignore her when she in trouble or need help ...
i totally dont know wat have happen to her last time ...
when i read her blog and i feel so sorry ...
sorry ... dear ...
and also here to wish her happy birthday =] ...
friendship forever ... i love you ... ^^

SELF-HYPNOSIS ... " I'M SLEEPY NOW " ~~~

2010-03-10T09:52:00.000-08:00

ok ... deal ...
i force to sleep ...
since that i can't sleep ... insomnia
and i going t having a presentation 2morrow ...
>< ... gosh ... feel so hard ...
STRESS ! STRESS ! STRESS !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
think of " I'm VERY SLEEPY" x 10
maybe it work ... T______________T
self-hypnosis

烦！烦！烦！

2010-03-10T09:17:00.000-08:00

厚。。。真的很烦啊>< 。。。
已经失眠一个星期了。。。
黑眼圈快比得上"baby"了。。。
我不要啦~~~
每天都到两点多，三点才能睡。。。><
都不懂自己要什么了。。。
心很烦，很乱。。。
越来越偏离我想要的。。。
我有点动摇了。。。
可是又不想放弃想要的。。。
真的不懂自己想要什么了。。。

Flo Rida featuring GD solo ' HEARTBREAKER' ~~~

2010-03-09T08:23:00.000-08:00

wow ...
i'm so happy when i saw the msg that informing VIP Flo Rida will featuring G-Dragon solo ' heartbreaker'
i just like wow ...
that wat i want ... and hope to c
it show and prove to those ANTI ... Pls fuck off
and leave GD alone ...
stupid ANTI ~~~
if you really dont like it ...
then why dont you just ignore it ...
no one force you to watch or listen to something that you dislike ...
fed up when they keep on saying GD plagiarism ...
o0o ~~~ nah ... fuck off ~~~
YG will always action more then just say few word and put the problem aside ...
NOW ... YG ask Flo Rida to featuring heartbreaker and show that there are no any plagiarism about the song ...
^^ ... i LOVE YG FAMILY ~~~
always having suprise from YG ... ^^
but not YGoon ... hey where is my LOLLIPOP 2 MV and 2ne1 album !!?? ... >< ...
거짓말 ~~~ give me LOLLIPOP 2 MV and 2ne1 album ~~~~

THANKS DUDE ~~~ ^^

2010-03-03T09:14:00.000-08:00

ooo ...
feel so sweet when my fren sms and told me that if anything happen can call him ...
i never expect that he will sms me and told me that ...
since that we dont really discuss tis kind of topic ...
and others who always say that ...
we are fren, we are fren
they dont even contact me any more ...
feel so bad & sad ...
that y i think ...
real fren no need keep on mention on their mouth ...
they will always by your side when you really need them ...
anyway ...
thanks dude ... ^^
muakXxxxXX ... =]

知道~~~

2010-03-02T08:32:00.000-08:00

很多人总是认为我做了很多无厘头的事情
但是。。。
事实却只有自己知道。。。
只有自己知道为什么自己要那样做。。。
我每做一样事情总是有它的故事在。。。
当别人问“为什么你要那样做”
我回答“我喜欢啊”
可能你会认为“哦，她真是无聊。总是做些有的没的。。。”
只因为我不认为别人有那样的耐心听你把故事说完
而且。。。
别人永远也不会理解你的故事
说了也只是白说。。。
不如省下我的口水吧！！

NOSE PIERCING ~~~ ^^

2010-02-27T21:28:00.000-08:00

oh gosh ... damn happy now ...
just having nose piercing wit my fren ...
erm ...
i mean she bring me to mid valley to piercing ...
since that she have nose piercing about half year ago ...
i love her nose piercing ...
that why ... i also wan it ...
but after that ...
i feel fear now ...
not fear wit other ... is fear of my daddy ...
wuwuwuwuwuw ... T__T ...
my mummy let me do that ...
but not my daddy ...
he keep on against me to do that ...
and now he not at home ...
dont know later wat will happen when he come back ...
gosh ..
dont dare to think about that >< ...
hope nth happen ... T___T
MUMMY pls ... PLS help me ... you promise that you will help me de ...
i believe on you >< ~~~
wuwuwuwuwuwuwuwuw .... T__T
PLS PLS ~~~

Brand new MG

2010-02-25T10:58:00.000-08:00

i cut my hair ~~~ feel so comfortable now ... so light ... ^^
2day i accompany wai si went to time square to cut her hair ...
and at the end ...
she persuade me to cut my hair successfully ...
~~~~~.~~~~~~ ...
she really good in persuade other ...
i love my new hair style ...
it short and lighter then be4 ...
but i plan to make it shorter ~~~
erm ... or maybe next time =]
anyway ...
thanks dear for hang out wit me ~~~ =P

~~~

2010-02-25T09:31:00.000-08:00

ok ... fine ...
i can be very friendly wit u ...
but ...
i can also be very tough wit u ...
that who i am

CRAZY is getting sick T__T

2010-02-22T09:29:00.000-08:00

Gosh ~~~ going to sick T__T ...
pls ... pls .... dont let me sick ...
feel damn hard ...
keep on rub my nose until my nose become like the clown nose
and Sputum make my Throat very itch ... ><
HATE ...

CHINESE NEW YEAR TRIP ^_^

2010-02-20T09:38:00.000-08:00

17/02/2010 ~~~ GENTING + BUKIT TINGGI ( BERJAYA HILL )
_ MG~ShiXiu~YiXuan~LeeWei~CheeKit~EricNg~HingLim
we plan it very long ago ... i thought it was just a joke ...
since that wat we have planed previously ...
we dont really make it ...
but tis time ... we really make it ...
and thanks for eric ng and hing lim to be a driver ,,, =P
i really having fun ...
we reach there about 11 something ...
and take cable car to genting ...
but when we reach the top of genting ...
and found out that ... really " COLD "
i never feel that cold be4 in genting ...
it's really freezzZZZ me up >< ...
at the end we just stay at genting about half an hour ...
because we really wanna play outdoor theme park ...
but most of it also closed because of mist and raining ...
so we go to bukit tinggi which also call as berjaya hill ...
there have divide to two " village "
which is " japan village" and " france village "
when im at genting i feel so lucky i wear a hoody,
BUT ... when im at berjaya hill i feel regret to wear hoody ...
REALLY HOT >< ... AND
i think we have spent ttttttooooo much energy on japan village ...
and finnally ... when i reach france village ...
i gettinng hot temperture and lost my patient ...
sorry that i keep on showing the " bad " side of me ...
cause i will getting hot temperture when i very tried ...
SORRY ... and THANKS ^^ ... i really having fun wit you guy ...
muaksssszzzzz

posing ?? haha

from tis pic ... you will know how strong the wind and how cold is it ><

da family pic ^^

it show how tried we are ... >_<

19/02/2010 & 20/02/2010 ~~~ THE GARDEN _ G6 ~~_ MG~CK~JiaRen
da 1st time i go clubbing wit jia ren and chee kit ...
actually we use to ask other ppl go ...
but at the end it just left me, jia ren and chee kit ( not include ma sis )
i think tis is de most borring clubbing experience ...
1st = too least ppl attend ...
2nd = 3 of us not that " high " ...
that why ... i feel quite boring ...
and 3 of us also keep on blaming
" GOSH ... why so sienzzz de ... >< "
haha ... but anyway ... i still happy that jia ren n chee kit den FFK ...
if not ... heemmmmm ... =]

SAY YES to HOEGARDEN ^^

MG _ Kelly _ CK

20/02/2010 ~~~ ONE DAY TRIP TO IPOH ~~~_ MG ~ Kelly
today me and my sis accompany my grandmother back to ipoh to have treatment on her leg
becaus of my sis ... her leg get hurt ...
haha .. kelly is the one who always blur blur de ...
we wake up early in de mornin ... 7 am ...
while i just sleep 3 hours something ... ><
because we back from G6 adi 2.30a.m and after i bath it goes 3 something
and wait for my hair dry ... Gosh ...
that why i sleep in the car...
all the way from KL to IPOH >< ... and also my aunty house >< ...
feel ambarrassed to say that >< ....
we come back to KL about 8 p.m

lunch at gou tai restoran _ IPOH

CRAZY ~~~ HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR

2010-02-12T08:10:00.000-08:00

SAY ~~~ HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR TO ALL MY DEAR FREN ... ^^
SO FAST ONE YEAR PASS ....
TIS YEAR WILL BE A PITY YEAR FOR ALL COUPLE(?) ...
HAHA ... BECAUSE CHINESE NEW YEAR WILL BE SAME DAY WIT VALENTINE DAY
ERRRMMM ... OR MAYBE SHOULD SAY IT LUCKY(?) =P ....
ANYWAY .... HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR AND HAPPY VALENTINE DAY TO ALL OF YOU =]

CALLY BIRTHDAY PIC

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO CALLY CHIN ^^ ( OMG ... LATE JOH >< )

ANOTHER FAMILY PIC ^^

GAL GANG ... XD

ERM .... MG , CH , JH

CRAZY ~~~ Time - Table

2010-02-08T10:06:00.001-08:00

just now yi xuan sms me and inform me that 6th sem time table is out ...
damn ... i'm so regret after i have saw the time-table ...
suck ... having class from monday to friday ...
don't even think that having time for my part-time job ... T__T
y ... tell me y ...
6th sem just having two subject ...
but class from mon to friday ... ><
gosh ...

today having undang test ...
be4 i take part on it ...
i feel so nervous since that i just start my revision ...
10 p.m a night before the test ...
lucky i have pass de test ...
if not ... erm ... i have no mmoney to resit >< ...
^^

CRAZY ~~~ SIENZzzz

2010-02-06T06:16:00.000-08:00

thanks god ... finally i get a few day rest ...
escape from boring work ... " audit call " ...
now i'm very sure that i hate office job ...
that y i choose to study advertising ...
damn ... just sit in front de computer ...
and keep on looking de monitor ...
shit ... make me feel sleepy all de day >< ...
lucky i work wit my fren ...
if not ... i think i will sleep all de day >3<
gosh ... monday having car undang exam ...
but until now i also not yet start my revision on it ...
good luck to 'ME' ... ><

CRAZY ~ HATE ~

2010-01-30T08:11:00.000-08:00

you know wat ... i really hate ppl late
if you really know tat you will reach late then wat you have told ...
pls try to inform other ...
be4 other keep on call you ...
and ask ... " hello , where are you ... we ady reach and waiting "
and get the ans wit ... " ooo ... we/i might be late "
wtf ... you adi know you will be late ...
so ... y dont you tell other 1st ...
so tat ... we wont be like a idiot ...
and keep on thinking ... aiya ... wat time will they reach
>< ...
dont tell me you will reach at XX am/pm ...
then M.I.A ...
and finally get a ans wit "reach after 1 or 2 hours" ...
tat are too over ...
i'm not tat kind of ppl will full of patience ...
i'm just to telling ... not to blaim ...
i really hate tat ...

CRAZY ~ 对不起 ~

2010-01-29T11:19:00.000-08:00

我不停的在想。。。
我是否太自私了！？
我一直都懂。。。什么都懂。。。
却假装什么都不懂。。。
然后。。。
在须要面对的时候。。。
还选择了逃避。。。
只为了那个所谓的自由。。。
我根本不能想象自己在被一样物体给绑得死死的。。。
我不要。。。
而且，
我想要的。。。你是理解不了的。。。
我肯定！！。。。
那不是我向往的。。。
我更加不愿意。。。
原谅我的自私。。。
你会找到更好的。。。

CRAZY ~~~ I LOVE YOU my FRIEND =]

2010-01-24T09:32:00.000-08:00

today really having fun wit teddy (sook fun) , eric (choon hui) and hing lim
especially teddy ...
we know each other when we are 3 years old ...
and my mom take care of her until she standard 6 ...
that mean we share our moment from 3 to 12 years old ...
and sometime we also meet each other ...
althought now we very less contact each other ...
but i have found out that we are quite similar ...
we are crazy ... ^^
should i say tat ... ><>>
Jeannie, Wei Ling, Shi Xiu, Yi Xuan, Woon Khey, May Shuan, Pui Moon, Shu Hui, Yoyo, and Teng
they also having the great personality tat i respect to ^^ ...

Jeannie = who do all the way she like and good in fashion sense ... friend wit her since me and teddy is 3 years old ... and we keep in touch ... tat really amazing ... =] ... Jeannie just like my sister ... we share our secret(?) together ... LOVE Jeannie =]

Wei Ling = very comfortable when i chat wit her , she is funny and ^^ ... same hobbies(?) ... haha

Shi Xiu = erm ... althought sometime we just silent all the day but in the other hand, we can also chat all the day XD

Yi Xuan = Q gal and talkative gal, if you dont know her, you might feel tat she very quiet and serious but actually she can talk whatever she wan and also very courageous. that y you will enjoy wit her ^^

Woon Khey = having a high self confident ... talkative, active and playful characteristic ... haha >< her ="]">

May Shuan = you know wat ... i really love the way she laught ... will make you feel happy and wanna laught wit her ... and she also the atmosphere maker(?) ... she always make us feel happy

Pui Moon = wow ... hard to describe her leh ... she just like my sister ... who always make me comfort and wanna share my feel wit her ... thanks pui moon ... being fren for about 6/7 years wit me ... and always care about me ... and also manja me =p

Shu Hui = humorous girl ... you can find 100% of gemini on her ... don't ever try to having body contact wit her ... she dont like it ^^ ...

Yoyo = very Q gal , erm ... maybe because of her height ... =P ... but she the gal tat make you feel wanna take care of her =] ... muakx ... hehe

Teng = who always take care of me ... very serious in her study and help me alot... thanks teng ... =]

haha ... erm ... tat the girl " friend " i have ... ^^ ... hope we can be friend forever ... ^^
LOVE YOU all =]

-_Do WAtEveR You WAN_-

--诚实的难度--

HAPPY B'DAY TO SMALL NOOB* PUI YEE XD

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MA FREN =]

ApE PUn AdE ^^ ... FREN❤ PART ii

Anouk - if you were mine

ApE PUn AdE ^^ ... FREN❤

QUOTE OF THE DAY

4men - BABY BABY

Ra.D - i'm in love

New decision

(Audio) One Way- Rainy Day ( Acoustic Ver.) DL Link + Lyrics

Sarawak, Kuching ;2009 (part 1)

Life will Never End

Speachless

烦恼啊！！

freelance ^^

I love UNIQLO XD

" BROTHER & SISTER PROGRAM " work as a tour guide

new soul experience =]

Photographs lyrics

If You Want Me To Stay

kelana jaya~~~

the days when i still young ...

Ne-Yo _ Mad Lyrics

working ^^

GD's day ... GD's ruleS XD

以笑待人

KOREA TRIP *PART 2

忧闷

KOREA TRIP *PART 1

D-DAY ~~~ ^^ "KOREA"

kiss kiss ^^

shortest !!! ^^

>< ... arggggg

reseach reseach ~~~ ^^

baby jeannie ^^

T.O.P - Turn It Up [HD] Official Music Video

babe ... tat for you =]

~~~记忆~~~

nap nap ... @@

Ne-yo — So Sick lyrics

Ne-yo — So Sick lyrics

steamboat wit dudes ... ^^

倒数一天！！！

BIGBANG - Tell Me Goodbye [Official Music Video] HQ

WHERE ARE YOU ?

happy mother's day

又闯祸了!!!

SHIT you !!!

KOREA T______________T

FRIEND

Boring !!!

开心？

Not Anymore - Letoya

thanks babe, and bye bye !!!

FUCKING MARKETING .... T_T

sob sob ... X__X

bye bye ~~~︿︿

赌？不赌？

chheeer to Kanauru production ... =]

Dudes ~~~ love you guy !!! T______T

Last Lecture for Last Sem in DAV

The LAST DAY of V-Award ~~~ T____T

1st day of v-award ~~~

No Way to be Pretend !!

LOST EQ = HOT TEMPER ~~~ T___T

友情！！

fXXX you MAXIS

pls ... back to us ~~~

GD featuring by Teddy & CL - The Leader

无题！！

thanks to yixuan mummy ...

SENSITIVE T___T

If you think you Can , YOU CAN !!

HAPPY DAY =]

BLAR BLAR BLAR [ Happy Birthday To Pui Moon ]

SELF-HYPNOSIS ... " I'M SLEEPY NOW " ~~~

烦！烦！烦！

Flo Rida featuring GD solo ' HEARTBREAKER' ~~~

~记忆~

CRAZY ~ HATE ~

CRAZY ~ 对不起 ~