is kind a shock news for me when my sis show me a msg from my mom say that my grandpa pass away. i feel bad for it, since that i didn't go back for Gawai festival this year, and our last meet was last year. i know that he admitted to hospital about 3 weeks goes, and he told my auntie that he miss me and wanna see me. i feel guilty for it.

sometimes when you think that "oh, never mind, we will meet again next time", but you will never know that what will happen tomorrow.

appreciate everything that u have right now, every moment u on